The Two-Year Boomerang

April 5, 2014. The day that we birthed and lost Akash. I sit here two years later, with our beautiful 9-month old daughter whose laughter lights up and feeds my soul. She is my greatest blessing and I am thankful for her every day. I am exceptionally aware of my good fortune to have her […] —> continue reading

I Am Riddled With Guilt

As life moves forward, I am riddled with guilt. It consumes me on a minute to minute basis of every day. How can I be functioning in this world? How can I still be Rhyli and Nate’s mama, Phil’s partner? How can I work and keep friendships? I don’t deserve this. My baby is dead. […] —> continue reading