Some days i can go along just fine, everything is good and busy and i forget about my miscarriage and subsequent d&c. Other days, triggers just get me.
The past 2 days i’ve had those triggers. Starting with a negative pregnancy test, continuing with a brunch conversation about a friend who “is having her fourth kid by accident- forgot she wasn’t on birth control”, and summed up today after receiving a bill for “missed abortion”. The pit in my stomach does not change.
Triggers i hate you.