This time of year is always very difficult for me. i can still remember it all like yesterday although it was 3 years ago. I remember the excitement that after my second child was born full term and healthy – and after going through 4 more miscarriages I was pregnant again.
I passed my ‘worry time’ of 8 weeks and was happy and excited.
& then it happened.
This time of year is the worst and i am dreading April 24th – the 3rd anniversary of Triton’s “birth”.
My kids want to have a birthday party for him. They are at the age where they talk about Triton (they are now 5, 4 & 2) because of his statue and tree we have in our room. I love that they ask questions about him – i love that they show they care.
It’s still hard.
I miss him.