Stillbirth

My Heart Was Crushed and I Never Recovered

I didn't think I would ever get pregnant, but 13 months after I got married in found out I was expecting. I was so happy me and my mum where jumping for joy, my husband was visiting his family when we found out but he was over the moon. I could have shouted the news --> keep reading

The Two-Year Boomerang

April 5, 2014. The day that we birthed and lost Akash. I sit here two years later, with our beautiful 9-month old daughter whose laughter lights up and feeds my soul. She is my greatest blessing and I am thankful for her every day. I am exceptionally aware of my good fortune to have her --> keep reading

I Am Riddled With Guilt

As life moves forward, I am riddled with guilt. It consumes me on a minute to minute basis of every day. How can I be functioning in this world? How can I still be Rhyli and Nate’s mama, Phil’s partner? How can I work and keep friendships? I don’t deserve this. My baby is dead --> keep reading

This Was Something I Could Not Fix

I am the mother of 3 healthy boys. My oldest who is now 23 is married, and has a 3 year old son. When we found out that his wife was pregnant again this time with a girl, I was so excited. I never had a daughter and now this was my time to buy --> keep reading