Neonatal Loss

The Doctors Told Me There Was Nothing They Could Do

How many of us have had a loved one die in our arms?  Precious little ones, with all the hope, beauty and innocence of the world radiating from within.  Letting go was a pivotal moment in my life.  I can remember watching the machine calculating how close she was to the edge of death, begging --> keep reading

It Felt Like Someone Stabbed Me In the Gut

I am 35-years old and I had an unplanned pregnancy. The minute I found out, I was shocked, but over the moon. I had always loved kids -- I could do this. Someone to love and never be alone again. I had a wonderful pregnancy, swimming every day and just glowing. Noah was born 9 days --> keep reading

They Only Felt Love

Friday June 6th was the last day of school in Crested Butte. It was a half day but I couldn’t wait until noon. I left school during my morning break and drove to the store to buy a pregnancy test. I took the test at home and the positive was so immediate that I thought --> keep reading