Neonatal Loss

Our World Was Turned Upside Down, But We’re at Peace

After losing my precious baby girl at 42 weeks I searched everywhere for information about how quickly people had their rainbow baby. I am simply writing this to share with you my personal experience and to give hope to those who are searching. I had an emergency c-section after many hours of labor with my --> keep reading

An Angel Only Lent

I felt so special to receive the gift of becoming a mother. April 23, 2012, was my 22nd birthday and from that birthday on was also now going to be my first born's birthday too. Except I didn't become the mother of just any baby, I was now the mother of a premature 1lb 8oz --> keep reading

For Sixteen Minutes

On September 3rd, 2014 my life changed forever. That was the day I learned I would never bring my son home. I was 23 weeks 3 days gestation in my pregnancy and had developed some very minor symptoms (mild abdominal pain that I had several times before -- I was quite thin so my ligaments --> keep reading

I See Her When the Sun Rises in the Morning

Back in July 2014 my husband and I found out we were expecting. He thought he knew that I was pregnant, but I wasn't sure. When the stick flashed "pregnant" I instantly felt a rush of emotion and without hesitation started to cry. I was going to be a mommy. That night I lay there --> keep reading