A question …

We are just a few days out from our 4th miscarriage.  And I’m finding it terribly hard to even get out of bed.  My living children need a mom, they need to grieve too, they need someone to keep their lives on track … But I can’t figure out how to do it.

What helped you put one foot in front of the other when all you wanted to do was curl up in a ball in the dark?   Like I said, this is our 4th loss (in 5 years) … a part of my brain is screaming “you should be able to focus … you should be able to deal!  You should remember how to do this!!!”   I know that I have been in this deep dark place before, but I can’t for the life of me remember how I climbed out … do I sound crazy, or what?  I know each mom, each family grieves and recovers differently, so I’m not looking for a magic, cure all answer … just looking for suggestions from moms who have been where I am today.  It hurts so much and I hate how this affects my mothering of the kids who are watching me.

Any suggestions welcome …

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